BONUS Ask Marc Anything #14

Episode 734043 • Released April 2, 2024 • Speakers not detected

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00:00:01Hey, folks, it's me, Mark, and here we go.
00:00:10This is the 14th installment.
00:00:14of Ask Mark Anything, all these questions came from you guys.
00:00:21Full Marin subscribers only this time.
00:00:24Here we go.
00:00:24I've been listening to WTF since almost the beginning, but I'm still confused by some of the stand-up lingo.
00:00:30What is a bringer show?
00:00:32What is the difference between a feature spot and a headliner?
00:00:35What is a middle?
00:00:36When you say closer, does that only refer to jokes or are headliners also called closers?
00:00:42Okay, well, let's go down the list.
00:00:44A bringer show is basically a show where in order to get on stage, you have to bring people.
00:00:52Usually there's a number of people, friends, family, whatever.
00:00:55But that is what gets you your spot is if you bring audience paying audience members.
00:01:01What is the difference between a feature spot and a headliner?
00:01:03The feature spot is either the middle spot, which is the one between the opener and the headliner, or the first act on a two-person show, say at a theater.
00:01:12Someone's featuring for you.
00:01:13That's usually how it's used.
00:01:15Like the opener is usually in a club.
00:01:18The person who does like five, ten minutes up front brings and hosts the show generally.
00:01:23And then the feature is the next act or the middle.
00:01:27The middle act is essentially...
00:01:29the act between the opener and the headliner.
00:01:32Closer.
00:01:33A closer is somebody who closes the show.
00:01:36Now, obviously, if you're at a club, the closer would be the headliner or on a long show or, like, maybe there's five acts on who's closing.
00:01:45So, yeah, it's the same as the headliner, but not always because it could be just on a show where everybody's doing the same amount of time and somebody's got to close.
00:01:52So, like, when am I going on?
00:01:54You're closing, right?
00:01:58And yes, a closing bit is a closing bit.
00:02:01What's your closer?
00:02:02Closing bit.
00:02:04I know you didn't use the early show taping of from bleak to dark because the audience was too excited and wasn't making you earn the laughs.
00:02:11Do you always end up not using the first show when taping a special?
00:02:14Not usually.
00:02:15The reason you do two tapings is not because one's better than the other is if you need to cut back and forth.
00:02:20Like if one thing was better on an, on the early show or the late show, you want to have something to fill in the gaps if you need to for whatever.
00:02:29So usually you're going to use the bulk of one of the shows as framework and
00:02:34And then occasionally you might need to put a bid in there or put a transition in there.
00:02:39It's used for backup generally.
00:02:42And it wasn't just because the audience was so excited.
00:02:44That was part of it.
00:02:46But I think my vibe and I was grounded.
00:02:50I wasn't excited or nervous.
00:02:52I was in the zone.
00:02:54And that's sort of why we use most of the second show.
00:02:56And I would say I've usually used the second show, but I don't think it's necessarily common.
00:03:02I think it's different for everybody.
00:03:05What's my experience doing stand-up outside of the U.S.?
00:03:08How is it different?
00:03:09Harder?
00:03:09No, just different.
00:03:11I mean, I had one very bad experience many years ago, probably in...
00:03:17God, what year would that have been?
00:03:19Maybe 93 or 94, where I went to Australia for a five-week stint, and I didn't like being out of the country.
00:03:26I didn't have the time I needed to do the show, and I bombed so bad I got sent home from Australia.
00:03:32So that was bad.
00:03:33England's a little different.
00:03:35I mean, there are certain...
00:03:37Back when I was starting out, there are certain cultural things that they don't have.
00:03:41But generally, over time, everybody gets the same entertainment one way or the other.
00:03:45So there isn't that much of a difference in how you present.
00:03:50But the audiences are different.
00:03:52In Australia, I did some work.
00:03:54I always feel weird and out of place.
00:03:58But I don't think there's that big a difference with audiences' behavior.
00:04:01There might they might not be quick to references or language that isn't common language where they are.
00:04:09But aside from that, it seems pretty much on the left.
00:04:12Like I did Scandinavian shows.
00:04:14I was in Norway.
00:04:15I was in Sweden.
00:04:16And you just do what you can do.
00:04:18But again, they're all hip to American stand-up.
00:04:21Everyone's seeing the same stuff because of global streaming and what's available.
00:04:27But yeah, if there's a language barrier, there's a language barrier.
00:04:29But again, most of the places I've been understand English, and it's not a big chasm to cross.
00:04:38Canada is not different.
00:04:39I've done England, Canada.
00:04:43I've done comedy in Beijing and Hong Kong for expatriates.
00:04:46That was a little tense.
00:04:48I did all the Scandinavian countries.
00:04:49I go to Ireland a lot.
00:04:51There's really no difference there.
00:04:54But there's just cultural differences.
00:04:56But, you know, audiences are audiences.
00:04:58And if they get what you're talking about, you know, the laughs are the same.
00:05:02When I'm on the road, do you look to try new restaurants or do you have some old standbys?
00:05:06I used to have a lot of old standbys at places where I would get food that was only from that area.
00:05:11But now that I'm vegan, you know, I have to find the places that can sort of get me what I need.
00:05:16And if they're really good, I'm not adverse to eating two or three or four meals there.
00:05:20I was just in D.C.
00:05:22and I ate three meals at Zatenya, Jose Andres' place, the Middle Eastern place, because they had good vegan food.
00:05:29It was rich, though.
00:05:31What do I eat in airports?
00:05:33I try to eat before I go to the airport.
00:05:35I've you know, I can go into the lounges.
00:05:38I can go into Delta Lounge because of my Amex and I can go into the American Lounge because I use my points to get membership.
00:05:44And they usually have a pretty good selection of snacks and food.
00:05:47So, yeah, I mean, it's whatever they have at the buffet and they usually have vegetarian options and coffee and sometimes nuts.
00:05:56I try to keep it as healthy as possible.
00:06:00Now that things seem cool with Adam Sandler, is there any chance of him coming on the show?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I mean, I don't know.
00:06:08I think we're always out to him.
00:06:09I wouldn't see why not.
00:06:11I mean, it's good from my side, and certainly the couple times I've seen him lately, he's been very nice.
00:06:16Maybe there's a chance.
00:06:17I'd like to have him.
00:06:19Do you think character actors are more interesting and better conversationalists than leading men and women?
00:06:24Or are the leading actors just more guarded because they're more famous?
00:06:29Actors, it's a crapshoot.
00:06:30You don't really know what's in there, and you're usually invested in them for roles they've played.
00:06:34And what you consider a character actor, I would say, in general, the conversations I've had with real character actors are always pretty good.
00:06:43You know, John C. Reilly, Michael Shannon...
00:06:48Paul Giamatti recently, Stephen Dorff.
00:06:53I would say, yeah, because they live a different life than movie stars.
00:06:59I think movie stars are guarded, but Josh Brolin was pretty amazing.
00:07:05But I would say...
00:07:07On a percentage basis, I would say probably character actors are not better guests, but they are better conversationalists or they live kind of interesting lives.
00:07:19Is Bob Dylan the only person left on your wish list?
00:07:21Have any other people been added to the list recently?
00:07:24Yeah, I mean, they come and go.
00:07:25Bob Dylan, you know, I've kind of lost hope on and I'm not even sure it would be a great interview.
00:07:29I'd like to have Larry David on.
00:07:30There are some that always reveal themselves for different reasons.
00:07:35I got Billy Strings coming up and I'm just curious about that kid because I think he's a real wizard.
00:07:40So not in my, you know, right at the front of my mind, do I have people like, like, I got to get that guy.
00:07:49But there's probably some, and new ones sort of happen.
00:07:53So that's good.
00:07:55Last year, you mentioned that John Mulaney was going to be on the show again.
00:07:58What happened with that?
00:07:59I don't know.
00:08:00We just didn't follow through.
00:08:01Yeah, I mean, thanks for reminding me.
00:08:06Would you like to interview Taylor Swift?
00:08:08Sure, I would like to interview Taylor Swift.
00:08:10It'd be interesting.
00:08:11I don't know what she's like in a long-form interview.
00:08:14I don't know that she'd ever do it, but she certainly...
00:08:17One of the biggest performers on the planet.
00:08:20It would be interesting to talk to her.
00:08:22It's kind of amazing how any performer at that level, you know, does what they do.
00:08:27I mean, you know, I it takes a lot out of me just to do a show for a thousand people in, you know, Chicago.
00:08:35I don't know how you perform for 20,000, 30,000 people.
00:08:39I think music's different.
00:08:40But, yeah, I'd like to talk to her.
00:08:41Why not?
00:08:42How many staff members are involved in producing your podcast?
00:08:46Is it just you and Brendan?
00:08:47That includes all the scheduling, research, recording, post-production equipment maintenance, financial management, and publicity.
00:08:54It's mostly me and Brendan.
00:08:57we do work with a booking agency.
00:09:01So they pitch us guests.
00:09:03But it's really me and Brendan.
00:09:04And Brendan handles everything but the talking.
00:09:07Publicity, here and there, I've worked with publicists.
00:09:11But it's really equipment maintenance.
00:09:13I don't know.
00:09:13It's just a computer.
00:09:15I guess I got mics here, cords.
00:09:17So I'm on top of that.
00:09:18It's just me here in the studio alone, riding my own levels.
00:09:25And...
00:09:26And it's Brendan in Brooklyn doing everything else and central booking, pitching us guests and getting them.
00:09:37And I got a guy, Walter, who he manages the weekly update distribution and some other small tasks here and there.
00:09:48You've said you never listened to the podcast yourself.
00:09:50Was this always the case?
00:09:51And why don't you listen to it?
00:09:54I don't know.
00:09:54I don't listen to any podcasts.
00:09:56And I'll listen to mine if Brendan, you know, was sort of like, man, that took a lot of work.
00:10:03And some of them I've listened to primarily when I know Brendan was proud of it or took a lot of work or he worked a miracle in sort of –
00:10:14kind of shaping the conversation post-conversation.
00:10:19Yeah, it's an interesting thing because, you know, my memory of these interactions that I have on the show are only relative to my memory.
00:10:28And I know they exist recorded-wise, and I could go back if I wanted to remember something, but generally I just lean on Brendan to sort of be my, what do you call it, external memory.
00:10:40Do I have a timer running during your chat?
00:10:42Sometimes they end abruptly as if time is up.
00:10:45Other times they slowly wind down.
00:10:47Are you hard and fast with your time or is it more organic?
00:10:50It's totally organic.
00:10:51There is a timer on, you know, I use some kind of a...
00:10:57very basic uh recording interface and there is a timer on that and i do notice it because i do i i would like to get around an hour um but no there's some of them go on longer some of them go on a lot longer and i don't know when they end abruptly but it's usually just sort of like it feels like we covered it um the ones that wind down you know i don't know the difference really but there's no there's no um times up or
00:11:23But I do like to get at least an hour if possible.
00:11:26And if not, it's just a short one.
00:11:29I know you've been on many other people's podcasts.
00:11:31I'm interested if you've ever had a Gallagher style or Kingsley style bad experience on someone else's show.
00:11:40I don't know that I've been a dick on other people's shows before.
00:11:43I mean, I imagine somebody could go find something, but I don't think so.
00:11:46I think if anything, I get a little disappointed if people want me to tell the same stories over and over again, which is what, you know, celebrities do and public personalities do.
00:11:57I like to get around those things personally.
00:11:59You know, when I'm talking to somebody, I don't mind them doing it.
00:12:03Like the other night when I was talking to Larry, he told the story about being fired from SNL and he's told that story a lot, but it kills.
00:12:08So tell the story.
00:12:10But you do get tired of your personal narrative.
00:12:12Like, you know, when people ask me, what was it like interviewing the president?
00:12:15I've told that story 100 times.
00:12:18But I don't think I've ever had, you know, moments where, you know, I wanted to get up or I've left or acted rashly.
00:12:25I've certainly felt that before, depending on the interviewer.
00:12:28I don't know that I necessarily...
00:12:31need to mention the one or two in my mind because I don't want to give them any juice.
00:12:34Some people will have you on just as, you know, the kind of sandbag you somehow and put you in a position that you don't want to be in around information so they can get clicks or they can, you know, promote it.
00:12:46And even if I mentioned, you know, one of these guys who was a complete asshole to me, you know, it would only draw him attention and give him grist for his mill, you know, for a day or a week.
00:12:56Or maybe not at all.
00:12:57I don't know.
00:12:58Some people grow the fuck up.
00:12:59But yeah.
00:13:01So, no.
00:13:01Never anything as dramatic as, you know, fuck this.
00:13:05Maybe one time with Bubba the Love Sponge...
00:13:11who walked out on me on his show on radio, left and just left me on the mic.
00:13:17And at that time, I was not a radio guy.
00:13:19So I really didn't know what to do.
00:13:20And I wasted the opportunity.
00:13:22But what a dick that guy is.
00:13:24And he's just exactly the kind of dick that will have nothing but comments.
00:13:28If he ever listened to this or if one of you ever got it to him, who cares?
00:13:32But I don't see you people as that way.
00:13:35What kind of notes or outline do you use to prepare for an interview?
00:13:39How do you make sure you ask the questions you really want to ask?
00:13:43What do you do if you forget to talk about something important?
00:13:47Well, important is pretty relative.
00:13:49I try to cover the stuff that's most important, but I don't.
00:13:53I generally just get an idea of the person in my head through their work, through some research, maybe from people that know them occasionally.
00:14:02I don't seek that out, but it happens sometimes.
00:14:05I usually write it in a very scribbled way all over one page of paper.
00:14:08That's all very it looks like a mess.
00:14:11But it's really just the way my brain is, just what I've loaded up in my brain with no order all over a piece of paper that I have with me.
00:14:17But it's almost just a template of what's in my head already.
00:14:21And I'll just glance over at it and look around it real quick to see if I've covered everything.
00:14:26So there's an active engagement with this mess on a paper that keeps me very present.
00:14:31If I forget to talk about something important, either you're just sort of like, well, what are you going to do?
00:14:37Or sometimes people have come back or sometimes we turn the mics back on.
00:14:41That happens infrequently, but it happens.
00:14:46In terms of asking the questions I really want, I try to explore all the different areas.
00:14:51So I don't think in terms of questions, but I think in terms of covering things.
00:14:55And usually I get them covered.
00:14:57I don't, I've really, unless it's a big guest with a long history, I don't do the crazy sheet that I usually do.
00:15:07I usually just trust my instincts.
00:15:10Recently, you've been talking about directing a feature.
00:15:12Are there directors who inspire you and why?
00:15:14Of course there are.
00:15:16I've paid much more attention lately to directors, certainly like Kelly Reichardt, like the late Lynn Shelton, like David O. Russell.
00:15:27I watched Oppenheimer again, but I don't see that I'm in the league of any of that.
00:15:32And my resources aren't going to enable me to do anything like that.
00:15:35But I try to see how other people do it and what makes something stylized.
00:15:40The Safdies, the Coens.
00:15:43I do try to see what smaller movies, how they cover things and what makes a point of view as a director.
00:15:50So I've been highly attentive.
00:15:52of it and watching movies differently now that I'm in the process of trying to get a movie off the ground.
00:15:59Have I watched Dr. Strangelove lately?
00:16:01I just watched it for the first time and my main takeaway was we're fucked.
00:16:05Well, good.
00:16:05We've been fucked a long time and God knows things have advanced since then.
00:16:10And obviously that's one of the greatest film satires ever made.
00:16:14It's a real marvel, that movie.
00:16:16But yeah, I mean, I think that's the idea.
00:16:18I think we're fucked
00:16:19is exactly, that could be the subtitle of that film.
00:16:24Do I like Pink Floyd?
00:16:25Which stuff of theirs do you like most?
00:16:28I tend to be really into Pink Floyd's animals.
00:16:32I listen to animals, you know, I would say not...
00:16:36Well, infrequently, but I listen to it when I'm exercising, sometimes when I'm hiking.
00:16:41It's a relationship I've had with that album since I was in high school.
00:16:44I love the album Animals.
00:16:46I like their old album Metal a lot, M-E-D-D-L-E.
00:16:50I'll listen to Wish You Were Here.
00:16:51I'll listen to...
00:16:54You know, the other one.
00:16:57You know, the one with money on it.
00:17:00Dark Side of the Moon.
00:17:01I'll listen to that.
00:17:02I don't listen to The Wall hardly at all.
00:17:05I'll listen to some of the Sid Barrett stuff, but not much.
00:17:08But I do like metal for the old ones, and I listen to Animals the most.
00:17:15Wish You Were Here second, and Dark Side of the Moon third.
00:17:19The Wall infrequently, hardly ever.
00:17:22And stuff after that, not much.
00:17:25On a recent episode, you mentioned going to a guitar store and being relieved they didn't have the guitar you were looking for because you would have purchased it.
00:17:32What was the guitar?
00:17:34An actual vintage gold top.
00:17:37Les Paul Deluxe with P90s.
00:17:40Your house is burning down and you can only save three records.
00:17:43What do you pick?
00:17:44Well, I'm not going to go in and risk my life for any records.
00:17:47And most records are replaceable one way or the other if you have a few bucks or you're willing to live with a reissue.
00:17:55It's a very hard question because I have like 3,000 records.
00:18:00And...
00:18:04Yeah, I hate to disappoint you, but I would probably think to just replace whatever records I need or get out of the vinyl racket altogether and see it as a blessing in disguise.
00:18:17But I did just get an OG copy of Loveless by My Bloody Valentine, which is hard to find.
00:18:23And what a great record.
00:18:24There's some Mingus records.
00:18:26There's a few Miles records that are the old, what do they call it, Six Eye Columbia ones.
00:18:32There's... What else have I got that I'm very partial to and are rare?
00:18:41I don't know.
00:18:41I'd really have to go in and look.
00:18:43But...
00:18:46Yeah, there's a few OG jazz records I'd want.
00:18:50Right now, that My Bloody Valentine record is on my mind because I just got it and it wasn't cheap.
00:18:55There's a lot more, but I would probably just try to replace them.
00:18:59I've been listening to Memory Motel a lot lately and wondered what are your favorite Rolling Stones songs that feature Keith on lead or co-lead vocals?
00:19:11Before They Make Me Run is a good one.
00:19:14Happy, I like the Keith Solo records.
00:19:20But Memory Hotel, that's not a Keith Leeds song.
00:19:23And he's on Harmony on a lot of songs.
00:19:26On Talk Is Cheap, on the Keith Solo records, You Don't Move Me Anymore.
00:19:31I like listening to Keith.
00:19:33There's an album called The Bradley Barn Sessions with George Jones.
00:19:39And Keith does Say It's Not You with George, and that's pretty spectacular.
00:19:46But I like most of all the Keith songs on the Stones records.
00:19:53I haven't heard you talk about your weight recently.
00:19:55Is it a conscious choice or do you feel hot these days so it's not coming up?
00:19:59I don't know if I feel hot, but I've really taken a lot of effort to not remain in obsession with weight.
00:20:05I don't get on the scale anymore.
00:20:06I kind of generally judge by...
00:20:09how I feel and how I look, which isn't always a good barometer.
00:20:13But I think some of that obsession is tempered a little bit in terms of weight, but I know when I'm chunky.
00:20:21How many people are there that you have unresolved issues with and that you wish you could get those issues resolved?
00:20:27Well, there's only a few.
00:20:28And I believe at this point in my life, they're just not going to be resolved.
00:20:35And you just got to suck that up and live with it.
00:20:38You describing your fans blew my mind.
00:20:40You were describing me.
00:20:41How have you formed such a specific snapshot of your fans?
00:20:45Have your fans changed throughout the years?
00:20:48And a related question, you often say that your audience is mostly older women.
00:20:52That's me and I'm addicted to your podcast.
00:20:54Why do you think women my age enjoy listening so much?
00:20:57Well, look, I didn't have a very big fan base for most of my career.
00:21:02And what happened over the pandemic and because of the podcast, you know, I know that it used to be like, you know, I sell more single tickets than most acts.
00:21:10That was always my joke because people would try to get their friends to go.
00:21:12And they're like, I don't know who that guy is.
00:21:14that sort of shifted.
00:21:16I think with the pandemic and with the Instagram lives, more middle-aged women came around.
00:21:22I guess that with women, I don't know why, maybe it's because I talk a certain way as a man that is not particularly common in terms of how I engage with people, how much I share about myself, just my nature in general might seem unique for a male voice.
00:21:40I don't know.
00:21:42It's hard for me to know what the attraction is or why.
00:21:45But I'm grateful that I have the fans.
00:21:49And I like that it's you guys.
00:21:51What are your rituals?
00:21:53Of all of them, what have you practiced longest?
00:21:58Other than very strong coffee in the morning?
00:22:00I don't know.
00:22:01I stretch in the morning.
00:22:02What other rituals do I have?
00:22:06I have fairly specific...
00:22:09cleaning rituals.
00:22:11Like, you know, I think patchouli oil, which is always kind of a out-of-left-field ritual, is I do put patchouli on, and I do it a specific way.
00:22:22But I've been doing it every day for decades.
00:22:25You know, that and face lotion.
00:22:29And stretching when I get up, which I haven't been doing as much since I broke my foot, but foot's doing okay.
00:22:36Yeah, but oddly, I think it's probably...
00:22:39patchouli oil and it's important to me and it's specific i only get one kind of patchouli oil and i've been getting it for for decades from a place called life on lower hate in in san francisco but i've been wearing patchouli since i dated a woman when i was in college who introduced me to it i just love it you seem to be less interested in acting roles lately and leaning back into stand-up is that accurate is that for the reasons you've spoken about the slow process on set the time commitment or is there something more to it
00:23:08Well, I don't know.
00:23:09That has something to do with it because I don't live that life.
00:23:13I do this podcast.
00:23:14It is my main job, that and stand-up.
00:23:16And to go away for months on end, it becomes very difficult to do the other jobs that I do.
00:23:23So time commitment is part of it.
00:23:26The slow process on set is definitely annoying to me.
00:23:28But I also don't think I have much...
00:23:30Control as an actor, I don't really know how to lean into it as much as I'd like to, to do something transformative.
00:23:38So a lot of times I feel like I'm doing some version of me, which I think most actors are, but also the sort of fleeting satisfaction of shooting on a show or a movie, you know, just to focus on these bits and pieces, minutes at a time over and over again.
00:23:52It's hard to know if you're really doing the job well or what.
00:23:55It's a very different job and it's a hard job, but usually when it all comes together, it's satisfying.
00:24:00But I guess I'm less interested only in the sense that I want to do something really cool and really sort of challenging and something interesting.
00:24:12And that doesn't happen a lot.
00:24:16Can I still do a flip turn in a pool?
00:24:19Probably some version of it.
00:24:21I was never that great at it when I was a kid on swim teams, but I could probably pull it off.
00:24:27What are your favorite sources of protein with your vegan diet?
00:24:29Seitan, soy, fake meat, beans.
00:24:33I like seitan, but it's harder to come by.
00:24:35I love tempeh.
00:24:36I do a lot of cubed air fried tempeh.
00:24:39I really like tempeh a lot.
00:24:41Tofu is OK.
00:24:42I don't do it that much unless I'm out.
00:24:45I do a lot of chickpeas, a lot of beans and rice.
00:24:47I do soy milk like old fashioned Eden soy soy milk.
00:24:52But I do like seitan and occasionally I cook with it.
00:24:54But I would say beans and tempeh are my go to's.
00:24:58On your second CD, tickets still available, there's a great hidden track where you name the feral cats Meany, Monkey, Hissy, and Fuck.
00:25:06Aside from Monkey, did any of the other three cats stick around in your life for any reasonable amount of time?
00:25:12Did you guys ever really bond at all, or did those three remain feral?
00:25:16Well, let's see.
00:25:18I remember Hissy.
00:25:19I remember Meany.
00:25:21I don't know if fuck became Fonda because La Fonda was one of that original litter.
00:25:26Monkey and La Fonda were with me for 16 years.
00:25:29Meany split very quickly.
00:25:32You know, a bodega across the street wanted a cat and I brought him over there and he was just too feral and he disappeared into the...
00:25:40into the world.
00:25:42Hissy, I actually found an owner.
00:25:44I don't know how that cat is doing because they were all pretty feral, but a woman did take Hissy.
00:25:50It was a black and white long hair and kind of a cool cat.
00:25:55But yeah, so I definitely bonded with Monkey and La Fonda.
00:25:58They were with me for their whole lives.
00:26:00How is my mom reacting to all of the updates about your dad's dementia?
00:26:04Can you ever see her meeting you in Albuquerque to visit him?
00:26:07Absolutely not.
00:26:09I don't know that my mother listens to the show anymore, really.
00:26:12And I don't think, you know, she checks.
00:26:14She asked me about him, but not with, you know, I don't get the sense there's any desire for a reunion.
00:26:21What have you learned about your father and as a result yourself that you didn't know before he had dementia?
00:26:28Well, that's an interesting question because there is no filter to dementia.
00:26:32And there are moments that he says things that are surprising.
00:26:38But I think the most that I learned about him was that you grow up with your father on a pedestal.
00:26:44And certainly, he's been up and down, on and off that pedestal for a lot of my life.
00:26:50But you really start to see them as who they were.
00:26:52And I don't know if that's disappointing or not.
00:26:56But there are some things that my father...
00:26:57Just doesn't know about, isn't interested in.
00:27:00There are some things that he does that are sort of self-defeating and frustrating.
00:27:08And his anger is a little weird and his obsession with sort of petty justice is weird.
00:27:14But that was always there.
00:27:16I think it's just a matter of accepting them for who they are and then, you know, moving on from that, you know, once they become, you know, addled with this horrible disease.
00:27:28But I think it's difficult to say that, you know, he just, he's not, I think that, I didn't really realize just how,
00:27:45You know, specific and shallow he is around a lot of things.
00:27:48You know, he's not an evolved intellectual guy and certainly not with dementia.
00:27:55But but, you know, I love him.
00:27:57And and it's always been difficult.
00:28:00And it's it's difficult now, but it's easier in other ways.
00:28:04What was your relationship with your brother like growing up?
00:28:07Was there sibling rivalry?
00:28:09Were you super close because of the emotional limitations of your parents that you speak about?
00:28:13Well, we both went different paths.
00:28:17I think early on there was sibling rivalry.
00:28:19I think I beat the shit out of them a lot.
00:28:21because he's a couple of years younger.
00:28:22But very early on, I would say when he was in junior high school, he started pursuing tennis very seriously.
00:28:29And he went away to a tennis school to do that.
00:28:32And then he went to a different high school than me.
00:28:34So we were always at different schools and he was always pretty obsessed with tennis.
00:28:39And then after college and through, you know, when that started to go away a bit, we found that we were very, very similar.
00:28:44We're very similar in a lot of ways emotionally.
00:28:47And we're very close because of that.
00:28:50So the rivalry was never that specific because I handled that rivalry very specifically.
00:28:57When he started taking tennis seriously, I quit tennis and got more involved with cigarettes, guitar, drugs, the arts.
00:29:07And he went along his way all the way through college.
00:29:09He had a tennis business after college.
00:29:12But now, you know, it turns out we're at the core.
00:29:16We're very alike.
00:29:18And because of that, we're very close.
00:29:22In the future, after you've passed, somebody will discover WTF and become a devoted fan like the rest of us.
00:29:27What's your message to that person?
00:29:32Well, there's a...
00:29:36There's very little...
00:29:39that you won't know about me from all the work I've done.
00:29:44I've done all I can.
00:29:46I've done the best I could, and there's a lot of it.
00:29:54And if it sticks, welcome.
00:29:57And also, I'm saying this from the grave, which is exciting because it's being recorded.
00:30:06And that's just...
00:30:08exactly who I am.
00:30:09I'm now talking to you from the grave.
00:30:15Just talking.
00:30:17All right.
00:30:18That's it.
00:30:19Thanks for your questions.

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